Monday, September 8, 2008

It has been sometime...

Since I have written a blog. It is crazy. The world is full of people telling there story yet why? Because we all have something important to say.

I remember when I started this blog. I was in Philadelphia and I visited the museum of the Constitution. I just came from Liberty hall, and was looking for a purpose of my life. And it hit me. We are all with the people, and I am apart of we yet when I look at myself the only proper pronoun is He.

So there you have it. So what have we or he has been doing. Well, looking for a fit. I have become a Sailor, a Surfer, an Actor, and well person. I am tired of trying to fit into a something that does not fit the me or the he as I like to write. I see people are afraid of the he part of he is with the people. Yet, when I say hey I am traveling it is cool, but if I mention someone else in the blog as I travel people get kind of upset.

So lets make this simple from now on. Note I am talking to myself as a talker thinker not really to you the reader, but maybe you the reader can take some advice from this. Life is good if you enjoy it. It really sucks if you don't Forget the why are we here question? That is just a waste of time or ever what do we do when we are here is important.

I have learned many things and really can't put it into words, but I know one thing I can. We all have something important to say even if people really don't want to listen. I remember when I was a sales manager. I was in a place where if it took time from production I did not have time for it. Yet, when I am ready for production, people may not be ready for the message. I am smart, I have drive, and am angry. Not really at disappointment, but of my inability to communicate with the people.

See I just proof read my blog and it sounds kind of silly, but to who you. Really I type think faster than I type, and I love to be the me I am, yet I still want to do something of merit. To simplify this crazy ramble. I use to ask people who were in a rush and say, My time is important....
"What are you tying to find the cure for cancer today?" Well, no, I just have to go to a party. What a waste of time. I have been wasting time for almost two years now. Pissing away the gift of life for well "Hey look at me!"

What a waste. The good news is it is not my entire life that is wasted just a short 24 months. I have something to give this earth. Maybe not the cure for cancer of cells, but just maybe the cure for cancer for the ill minded. Lofty goals. But without Lofty goals we are just well waste or a cancer on the society at large.

The good news is no one really reads this anymore and maybe now I can stop being a rock star and actually do some work.

I have been wanted to write this down for some time about the last two years.
Special people that I carry in my heart for what ever reason. What is sad is I can love the world with passion, but it just does not want to share the passion with others. I am dead when I can't express who I am, and try to live your expectation. Look I am not trying to reinvent the existence of man just thank those that have stopped and gave me the experience of life with the people.

Women first.
Kasey Nelson
Christine Heszky
Janine Molica
Erin Anda
Marie Ward
Christie Ferralle
Neva (some type of last name)
Liz Rogers
Theresa
Mom
Grandma
All other Hey, Nice to meet you.

Men
Chad Little
Tracy Hirchag
Gabe Houston
Ron Houston.
Jimi Palimeri
Jerry McClain
Dad
Grandpa
All others Hey, Nice to meet you.

Now wow, so what he likes people and thank them on his blog. Wow we really stepped out and met the people.

I sit. I type. I think. I rage! I love! and I thank. Really no one out there but maybe for a few care what happens to you. So don't you think maybe you should thank them too. My list is not yours yours is the people. So People make a list send it out. Thank them. Tell them thanks.

I really don't know right now. I want a sail boat and a movie contract. God has some type of plan for me.

I remember when I could write on this blog and tell the world anything and see the joy in people's faces when I did. Then well not so much. Hey I though and well what about me. And really I just got tired of trying to please everyone, who was not happy that someone on the earth was better for meeting them.

Well, I don't say sorry anymore for living. And I won't apologize for knowing you. But the good thing is this. No one calls anymore, to tell me shit. If you like it let me know. If you don't well that is apart of the He is with the people part too. It just comes as a shocker that not everyone will love what you have to say. It is ok though. Because I am sure I don't love what you have to say either.

I love the earth, I love you, but most important I love He. He Walter, and HE IS WITH THE PEOPLE>

My pledge to He. It is time to re-start this now for at least thirty days but not for you, but as a tribute to those people who are with the people everyday.

THis will not be edited or changed in anyway, Clear thought and bad grammar is just part of the people.

Keep it real and see you all soon.

Love
He or Walter Just one of Many People